Finally went to nice-sounding place of Spiritous Swamps, home to Bloodskulks and Bloodsnouts. Bloodskulks are bad enough: fighting one-to-one is possible, fighting more than 1 may mean certain death. These deadly swamps also host Purple spiders and Bloodsnouts. Went to hunt the latter - I still need their drops as components. Was able to kill 2 bloodsnouts, gain one component...and was killed by third snout. That meant, I needed a break.
Asked some of the most experienced players about Imperial Army (Star wars fan, it is NOT what you mean) quest: Investigate the true purpose of the Kwellen Raiders. It turned out, I would have to fight some lvl.110 monster and later kill some epic monster. Result - deleted quest (very helpfull Istarian option). It may be a quest after I gain lvl.100 as a Warrior and reach some lvl.94 as Cleric. I am indeed "talented" with picking too hard quests.
Went with Player S. to kill some Ruxus for trophies. Then, with her permission, went to kill Leafy Oastics. As I have said before: Ruxus sometimes are greedy, but they are easy targets (not social and very often drop something); oastics are very generous (almost everyone drops something), but very social. Gathered 30 trophies...and oops, Player S. was left alone, she went to fight with 2 monsters and got killed.
Later she told she need to go to Tainted Spirits. These are lvl.29 undead Dragons. I remember how easily they killed my lvl.71 Cleric, so was expecting a hard fight. But there was little fight, they managed to do little damage to me. The problem was Player S. Initially we grouped so that I could see her health. Later, she left group, I fought one Tainted Spirit...and did not make it to heal Player S. She died second time, this time I was to blame. A pity.
Results of a day: some components found. Today our leader promised to meet with me and maybe make some armor from the components that I gathered. All I need is to regain confidence in myself. I can kill almost any monster from lvl.1 to lvl.99 - I just have to believe in it.