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The Gaming Gospel

I write about everything that goes with MMORPGs

Author: Limitations

Destiny[P7]

Posted by Limitations Wednesday May 20 2015 at 11:14PM
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It’s been long awaited, and House of Wolves was just released… How is Destiny? Let’s find out shall we? It’s been a long, long break since I last wrote about Destiny, but I’ve written other things to make up for it, so don’t hate me to much. I’ve been streaming the game more and more though, I swear! I think the biggest question is, does the game still bring me the fun and joy it once did since we last talked? The answer is well… sort of.

It’s a known thing that most online FPS shooters are well repetitive. In Destiny, you do the same strikes, play the same PvP maps and so on and so forth, we’ve talked about this before. The game continues to get updates, and like I stated in the first sentence, House of Wolves was just released, the second expansion for the game, adding new and cool stuff. Why am I saying sort of though, shouldn’t I be happy new things have arrived? Some of the core things I wished for the game to have, isn’t really here yet. I haven’t really complained about it on here, more with my IRL buddies that I play with.

I’ll touch on House of Wolves in a different post, I merely spoke about it because well, it’s here. Let’s get to what’s been going on with how the game is playing with me. I’ve been playing a ton more PvP and getting more and more angry. Handguns like Thorn, The Last Word, and Hawkmoon have been destroying me left and right. I don’t own any of those guns, my RNG hasn’t been blessing me lately, and I’m getting two shotted by all three of those guns with little to no reaction time.

I don’t mind getting destroyed, I really don’t. My K:D might be terrible, but my W:L ratio is pretty high, at least I’d like to think that… The majority of my deaths come from the three guns I just talked about, and that is what makes me angry. When I die, and see those names on my death recap, it just irritates the hell out of me. My IRL buddy tells me when he wants to win he’ll pull out his Thorn and just annihilate everything in sight with it. I’m over here using my scout rifle, and auto rifle like a turd. On a positive note though, I am pretty good with a sniper rifle! That pretty much sums up PvP though. I play Control and Clash most of the time, and every single time at least two people on the enemy team has a Thorn, I swear to you! I’m not lying!

My main gripe with the game right now is the lack of raid matchmaking. I usually don’t have time to gather people up for the raid, and when I do, we usually just fail. Getting my IRL buddies to do the raid is hard as hell, because they have done them a ton of times, and would rather just PvP now. A honest fact about my friends, they actually hate the PvE side of the game, and spend probably 90% of their time just straight PvP. I’m the exact opposite but I will admit PvP is growing on me a lot! If Bungie somehow added Raid matchmaking the game would be heaven for me, but I just don’t have/want to take the time to get people to do it. (Even the new stuff)

I play the game every other day now, so I don’t get burned out, but I still feel burned out on sessions of 2-3 hours. I will play a certain amount of PvP, and PvE before getting off, but it seems to getting fewer and fewer unless I am on a roll with PvP, or with IRL friends. That being said though while playing the game, it does bring me a ton of joy and fun. Looking forward to Xur every week, and then getting pissed every week when he doesn’t have what I want/need. I do pretty much everything the game has to offer (I do raid, just not often) and find it really entertaining, but I can’t see it going much further though, unless they add raid matchmaking and new stuff. I don’t even think adding a new class, or more subclasses would do me much justice. I could always make a new class, but the replayability of the game isn’t there to support that. My friends have multiple classes maxed out, but I can’t justify doing that for myself, I would get bored way too quickly. I even hate leveling Light levels on the character I do have! Why would I want to do it again, you know? I know all of this sounds awful, but it’s the truth. The game isn’t all peaches and cream, it’s becoming a dull but beautiful wasteland.

Let me expound on that a little further though. It’s a beautiful game, and has given me countless hours of entertainment with all the quests, strikes, and kills and deaths in PvP, but what else can the game offer me? In terms of MMO standards not much. As in terms of an action shooter, I don’t much more it can offer me besides the game being updated with expansion content. Since I did purchase the season pass, and intend to play all of the new content and future expansion content, but the game still feels somewhat empty to me.

Maybe it’s not enough of an MMO to me? It’s not that open world feeling that I want? I don’t know, but I can tell you it’s slowly coming to me that it’ll never be what I need it to be. It has it’s super strong points in fun and game play, but then you get down to the details and you sort of realize I’m doing the same thing every single time. Defending that point though, that’s what we do in all MMORPGs, we grind, and do X quests, gather X this, or kill X that. Yet there isn’t things that can distract me, from the normal grind. I know Destiny is not a full fledged MMORPG, but I would like things to distract me from that “normal grind.” We can do some PvP here and there but that’s just becoming a chore…

I can still see myself playing the game every other day and streaming the game when I do, and enjoying the time I do play the game. It’s just slowly withering down to what I am seeing, and what I am seeing is what I am telling you now. It offers what I like, but not enough of it. Maybe there just isn’t enough content to satisfy me? I’m not sure how I could truly word it without sounding stupid. On the bright side, I have some really good IRL friends that I play with in PvP, and I hardly lose so that’s always a good thing haha.
In closing, I am going to continue to play, write, and stream the game and furthering my character into new content. Take what you will from all of this, but I am defiantly seeing more sour days than good. The next post will talk about the House of Wolves expansion, and see how it goes from there. Thanks again for reading! The stream for Destiny is www.twitch.tv/isaacjewton

If you enjoyed this post, and would like to discuss it, please leave a comment below, or tweet at me @SirIsaacJewton Cheers!

It's A Rough Road [P8]

Posted by Limitations Thursday May 14 2015 at 1:39AM
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This is actually going to be a more personal blog, and how gaming has really impacted my life. Even though that’s really silly to say. I’m going to start with a story that will end up going to what my main point is. I’ve been writing for a long time now, and I really wanted to talk about how I go into the whole “hardcore” gaming scene. I’ve touched on this probably in the past, but I really can’t remember how in detail I went, so I thought with this being the 8th part of this series, I could tell you a little story, and some more background information!

The woman I thought I was going to marry suddenly broke up with me, blocking me essentially every way she could in her life. I haven’t spoken to her since that day, which has been years, but this situation really broke the mold for me, that entered me into all of this. She was my escape from all my depression, she was my escape from almost everything you know? I needed to find a replacement, a holder for that, until I got something more permanent. I was really into CS:S at the time, and just played some Gungame, and some other mods.

I really got into a mod called Jailbreak, and I was on a specific server almost all day. My job back then was only weekends, so basically I played this every day all day. I was captured by this, and made so many friends who I still talk to on a daily basis and game with. Some of my best friends are people I haven’t met, and I hope I will meet one day! I found that fix I needed, but then you know things changed, and I sort of just got over the whole jailbreak mod, and needed something else.

I got into console games, bought an XboX 360, and jammed basically to Black Ops, and Gears of War 3. What happened with Jailbreak, literally happened to Gears of War 3! I was on it constantly, I was watching YouTube videos, streams on how to get better. I was determined to be so good at this game. I left the game with a 3:1 W/L Ratio, and a 2.5 K:D Ratio. I was showing off my skills to my IRL buddies, clutching 1v5 victories, doing some sick moves and loving every minute of it. I was impressing people online, had a lot of friends on there as well, but then the XboX one came out, and along with the PS4, and I didn’t have the money to upgrade, so I just sat back and watched my friends with the next-gen consoles have at it.

That brought in basically what is the present: PC Gaming. As I am now, I was addicted to MMOs. Of course, I dabbled in World of Warcraft before all of this happened, so it wasn’t a new scene for me, but it felt like it after the whole console thing. (I want to make it clear, that I was still playing some PC games, while this whole “Console Era” happened.) My parents were kind enough to buy me a new gaming PC, and I just went off with games like League of Legends, Dota 2, and some MMOs! That pretty much leads into present day. I began writing about all my adventures, and I think I have a few followers that read every post, or I would hope I have some. I’ve been doing this thing for a long while now, you know?

As with everything, it matures and you grow fond over it, but you just want to expand on everything. Gaming became that fix I needed, that hole that was once there has now been filled and it was a great feeling. I grew more and more fond playing video games reviewing them, talking about them, and it became a great source of freedom. It was mine, this is mine. It’s become ours now. It’s not just my blog, it’s the reader’s blog. I listen to people, and review the games that you all want to see. It’s no longer some sheltered thing, where I name my blogs off song names. I’ve become a better reviewer, I don’t think I am as boring as I once was. It’s all sort of just melded together perfectly. There are a lot of things that I have gone over that need to be fixed, and improved upon but I am getting there.

With all of this, you’d think I would see a bright future ahead of me right? I don’t see colors in the world… I see the world in black and white. As much as I wish to see colors in the world, I am stuck on two colors, and that’s all I see. I see hope, and I see failure. I think you can all guess what I see more of. I want to see a brighter future, I don’t want to see judging eyes everywhere, ready to pounce at all my failures. I want to see me stream more, I want to see me ramp up my writing to 2-3 posts a week, but, I can’t see it. I see the failure before the hope/dreams.

I have hopes that one day I will actually work as a writer for MMORPG.com or various other sites, getting paid to do what I love. I would love to see one of my posts hit 2,000 views… It’s just not so simple for me. I’m a 24 year old dude, who loves to write about games, but sees doom and gloom before hopes and dreams.  I keep going though, I keep writing, and I’m still getting used to streaming, but there really isn’t a rainbow at the end. It’s just more of the same. I said I had hopes, and I want to continue to have them. I just wish I could do more.

I am saddened by the fact that I can’t do more. I’m sort of just stuck here writing about games that I play. I love doing that, but I just want to do more. I don’t know if it’s reaching a bigger audience, wanting more viewers or what, I just want, and have the need for more. I want to break barriers, and I’m trying that out with streaming. I’m only streaming Destiny right now, which is what I wanted to do in the first place, but ultimately that’s a start to hopefully something bigger and better, you know? We start with Destiny and move our way up! I think that’s a good way to start, you know?

I’m curious on where this all will take me next. Will I revisit old games? Will I broaden my horizons with Alpha games, like I did with Pathfinder, which wasn’t much of a success. Although other games may be, I’m not ruling anything out. I know I told myself I wouldn’t do Alpha access games, but there really isn’t anything left. I know that sounds unusual of me to say, but it’s true. There are games that I want to give a try, but haven’t. One of them is probably EvE online. I hear mix things about it, that you need to have a specific taste to enjoy it, there are lots of spreadsheets, and politics. The politics part I heard about sounded amazing to me.

Games like FFXIV, SWTOR, GW2, WS, and other “Themepark” MMOs aren’t just doing for me anymore. I need something new, something fresh. If you have read this far, would you like to see an Alpha game be reviewed, or maybe EvE? If so, please tell me your thoughts about the games you’d like to see, or have any perspective on Eve Online. That would be awesome of you to tell me. That’s all for this one. See you all in the next post!

If you liked this post, and like to discuss it please leave a comment below, or tweet me @SirIsaacJewton Cheers! Also, for those are interested in the stream for Destiny. It is Twitch.tv/IsaacJewton Cheers!

Pathfinder Online: It's Not Pretty[P1]

Posted by Limitations Sunday May 3 2015 at 10:51PM
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Uhh, I don’t actually don’t know where to start on this one… The title really says it all, but in my normal fashion, I will give you what I have seen so far, and played so far. It’s not pretty at all.For starters, I do like the PnP version of Pathfinder, and I have told many of you before I used to DM for my PnP D&D group a long time ago for a long time. When I heard there would be an MMO version of Pathfinder I got kind of excited, but then… I started reading all about what it’s about. The game is a very, very alpha state, now normally that wouldn’t be a bad thing right? They are charging a monthly fee, the standard rate of 15$ to play the Alpha!

Isn’t that kind of odd? I play a monthly fee for completed games, with little bugs, and lots of content. I don’t want to play a monthly fee for an “Alpha” state game. I got into Alpha by paying the 30$ to get in, and got a free month like most games offer, and I wanted to see what this is all about. I make my character with minimal features for character creation, and step into the world, and that’s when the horror started. I know that sounds really, really harsh but that’s just how it was.

I know the game is in Alpha, and yada yada, but the animations… Dear God the animations were atrocious. I’ve seen some bad games before, but this really tops the list of awful animations. Before I get into that more, I want to talk about something else. The game offers a tutorial, that really doesn’t give a lot of information, and I couldn’t even complete the darn thing. It bugged out on me multiple times, and the few people that were responsive to me, told me to re-log and that should fix the problem. No problemo, but no… It didn’t fix it. I made a new character, tried it all over again and yet I couldn’t even get past the tutorial.
 

I filed a bug report to help out, and was given the response “The stuff you get from it, you don’t really need.” Gee, thanks. First impressions are everything right? Well in this case, it started out the worst of the worst. “Give it a break Josh, it’s in Alpha state.” Agreed, but if I’m going to be paying monthly for this game, can I at least get past the darn tutorial and get my reward? Nope, I have to stick it out, and just deal with it.

Okay, let’s go into more detail about the animations that were atrocious. The running animation literally made my eyes bleed… Okay it wasn’t that bad, but you get the point. Combat was very sluggish, and I felt like my character would just limp and even though my character was holding a weapon, it would bug out and just show his arms. I can get over all of this, since it’s a work in progress. In time those can be iron’d out and make it look better. The thing that gets me the most is, they expect me to pay a monthly fee for this. (You will hear me say this a lot).

You can get into this game now with the thirty dollar special they have now. That like I said gives you a month free and all sorts of stuff. Though, the CEO of Goblinworks, the people who develop the game, Ryan Dancey has told his community, that they are not doing enough to bring new people in. So, I’m going to dedicate this next portion of the post to Ryan directly, because this makes me a little upset.
 

I don’t mind that you said that, but disturbs me the most is that you really think I’m going to go out to the public, and say “Hey, for 30$ and a monthly fee, you can try out a game that’s in alpha state, and is constantly improving itself over time!” People are not going to buy that, not in this day of online gaming. I have a hard time getting my friends to try polished games, but you are going to sit there and tell the players they aren’t doing enough? I’m sorry, but that’s just not how it works. Isn’t it your job, your company’s job to get new people flowing in? I’m pretty sure you’d get a ton of people just by dropping the sub. Thirty dollars isn’t bad for me, but that monthly sub is what will kill you.

You may argue that the game has a ton of potential, which it may have, you may have a ton of arguments to make, which is all fine. I’m not looking to start anything, I’m just asking you to look at reality, and maybe change up somethings. I know bills have to be paid, employees have to be paid, but this won’t last in the long run, and you need to think about that. You may have future plans for the game, but dear God, it doesn’t look pretty. I want a clear justification to why the sub fee to what I can clearly say that it is not worthy of one. I don’t expect a response, but in all honesty… You make me worried about the future of gaming. Sorry Sir, but that’s just how I feel.

I know that’s all harsh, but I dunno, maybe that’s all not needed but I just wanted to get it all out. I’ll continue to play the game, and see what happens down the road, but for now… This is all I really have to say folks… Cheers

It's A Rough Road [P7]

Posted by Limitations Saturday April 18 2015 at 11:16PM
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I’ve been thinking a lot about how to spice things up, what should be done to improve my writing style and experience. I’m kind of worried I’m becoming bland, and everyone will get bored. I’ve been doing this for a long time, it’s a known fact, I’ve been doing this before I started “publishing” on MMORPG.com, with my own blog. (Gaming Gospel). I’ve written about plenty of games, there is enough to make a list, but I am too lazy to write it all out. Sorry!

I’ve even re-reviewed games like I am currently doing with Wildstar. I feel kind of empty lately, sort of hollowed out of writing.

I’ve been thinking about it really, and I’ve been writing all this time, and really haven’t found my clique yet. I’ve evolved my own writing style, even started talking about console games, and even that didn’t really click with me enough to warrant me to like write all about it, or review more console games. (Evolve, GTA, Etc). I don’t talk much about Mobas, or TCG games, because that’s just not my thing to write about, people do it better than me, and I know that so I let that one just go.

I sort of just stuck with the whole MMO thing, and I guess that’s just my thing you know? The problem with that is, as I have stated before I switch way too many times. We all know that’s a huge flaw about me and my whole MMO experience, but you know, that’s just who I am I guess. I’ve been trying harder to stick with a game, but it’s kind of hard to stick just to one you know? I really, really, REALLY wish I didn’t have this problem, but I do. I’ve been thinking this past couple of weeks while on vacation and such to remedy this problem to more a better situation for myself, and for the readers.

It’s kind of stupid in a way to write about a game so much then just stop all the sudden. (Sort of like all my past series). It’s stupid because maybe someone is really into that series, then they go “Wait, what… He’s writing about this game now? What happened to this game?” If someone has said that, I am truly sorry. If you have, please tweet me the game @SirIsaacJewton and I will see what I can do about extending that series some more.
 

It’s not from laziness or anything I can promise you that, I just keep switching, and switching… I talked about a remedy, and while I was in vacation in Seattle I didn’t get to play a lot of games, I was just spending time with my family, and really enjoying that but in the downtime, I often wondered “What games do I want to play?” Of course the games I review I want to play, but like it’s not a “Want want”. I know that’s confusing but I hope you understand it haha. Over the past couple of weeks I’ve been thinking about what I really want to play, and if I would enjoy talking about it.

Because I’ve been so on and off about talking, and some games I just said “Nah, people don’t like this” and quit, or just did not find the need/want to talk about it more. There has been one game that keeps coming back to me as wanting to write more. I have written about it before, but if I started it back up, I would just completely forget that I have written about it before and just start anew. That just makes more sense to me, you know? I know that kinds of defeating the purpose of talking about it before, but yeah…
I’ll name the game at the end of the post, because I wanted to actually focus on something else. As you see with the new Wildstar posts, I’ve been trying out a new writing style. At least for the re-reviews. I’ve been taking parts of the games that have improved, or that I want to talk about it and talk about them.

Usually three parts at a time. I think that ends up better for everyone involved because it’s more structured and there is a less chance that I will go off-topic and I can just focus on those three things instead of just doing whatever comes off the top of my head. I can get the things I am going to talk about (The three parts) and then I can talk about whatever I want to end it, you know? Don’t give up on me people, I’ll get everything perfect, just give me some time.
You’d think I would have fixed the whole problem by now eh? I would think that as well, but it’s just not reality.

Well, I told you what game it was that has been always wanted to write more about, it’s almost like it’s calling me to write about it, but… Yeah. The game is actually: Guild Wars 2! Yeah, I don’t think anyone was expecting that name eh? No? I thought so! :P

What’s so special about the game, and why does it matter to me? A little background with my relationship with the game. I bought the game, and dabbled with it a little bit, and just really never took off. I went back to the game after a while and then I progressed further into the game, and the same thing happened. How the game is built, and how many great things the game offers is why it still sort of “haunts” me that I haven’t talked about it more. I keep wanting to pursue it more, and then I’m just like “Eh.” I guess that’s a bad attitude to have about it, but I can’t really help it at this point.

I think I will just take my time with the Wildstar thing, and then just wait for Guild Wars 2 afterwards. I’m really committed to my time in Wildstar, and I don’t want to take any focus away I have on it right now. I’m just super impressed with the game right now, which is why I haven’t put it down so far. Although, I am sure down the road I will find things that I don’t like, but that’s all part of the process. I will keep doing the format for Wildstar, and if I like it enough, I will use the same format for Guild Wars 2. With of course having a unique name for it. I just gotta have a unique name for it. If you are a long-time reader you know that for a fact.

To wrap it all up, I just want to thank you all once again for the views and the overwhelming support through the years. I will continue to write about Wildstar, and when it’s time for me, I will start the Guild Wars 2 posts. So you will want to stay tuned for that, I will probably update the status on everything when I write part 8 of this series. Thanks so much again everyone! If you enjoyed this post, and would like to talk about it, leave a comment below or tweet me @SirIsaacJewton

Wildstar: It's Alive Cupcakes![P1]

Posted by Limitations Monday April 13 2015 at 9:41PM
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Huh, it’s been awhile hasn’t it, well in general? So, I have taken a pause of most other things, even finishing the last part of “It’s A Rough Road” series. My two friends, have been begging me to try Wildstar again, even saying they would pay for my monthly sub just to try it out to again! Insane right? They have been nagging me for a couple of days, and I have had some conversations with Tony Rey, and you know I did the whole “Wildstar: Revisited” series, which didn’t really turn out well. Not in my standards at least. I touched on a majority of things I didn’t like, and I really hit the game hard. I’m so sad I did, but I promised you all honesty, and that’s what I delivered.

There is nothing wrong with good ol’ honestly am I right? Now, I’m going to take a new approach to this, and it’s going to be out of nowhere, and completely different than what I have done before. This will be the first test of my new writing style I have been drafting for awhile now, and I guess this would be a good time to implement it, and test the waters. Before I get into the actual new stuff, I would like to give you all a little recap on what’s been going on in the past with Wildstar and I.

Let’s just start from the beginning… I pre purchased the game a couple of days before the game was actually released. The hype around the game, and the YouTube videos I watched really attracted me to the game, even though some people really tore into the graphical style of the game, while for me it really attracted me. The whole “WoW Clone” debate settled in, like a lot of games. I believe I touched on it before, but now I’m not going to touch it. The game had a rocky launch, just like a lot of games, and then when I finally played… It went… Rocky.

You can read my previous posts which I will link at the end for the full details.

I played for a few months, unsubbed, and then waited a while then came back, and the same issues still arose. I will also link these posts at the end so you can get a better picture of what happened, and what went down. So, what about the third try? Is the third try the charm it needs? Has enough time passed for the game to become what it’s meant to be, and what it should have been at launch? Let’s find out together. In this first part, I’m going to out-line three things that I wanted to improve, and talk about them. That’s going to continue until I’m all done, and then I will just generally talk about the game/adventures. I hope that sounds pleasing to read.

Graphical Lag/De-sync:

Oh man, this one will be a doozy to write. Now, I have upgraded my PC since last playing the game, so I took my brother’s PC who had similar specs to my old computer, and ran the game, and was so surprised. Time has done this game so much good. The game no longer lags, and seems pretty optimized. Being pleased with this, I tried it on my computer (The Upgraded one), and also was pleasantly surprised. The game literally has done leaps and bounds in optimization. I applaud Carbine for doing this, and optimizing the game which it should have been at launch..

(You will hear me say which it should have been at launch, a lot) I’ve gone through a ton of scenarios, and mimicked what I did in the past to find the lag, and only found the lag in certain situations, that would never happen unless I forced it to happen. Combat seems so fluid now, and literally everything seems to flow together perfectly. It was almost to the point where I was asking myself: “Am I playing the same game?”. Is everything perfect though? Well, even though optimization seemed to be fixed, and the lag subsided, there was a few quirks I found, but none of them really ruined the experience of the game, and combat for me. Speaking of combat, that is the next thing I will be talking about.

Combat: I spoke of desync, and in the previous post I linked a site that would define that way better than I could, has it improved? Honestly, I have only really played about six hours so far, though I played multiple characters, the desync wasn’t there as much. I had instances of mobs teleporting, but I think that was my connection, rather what the game was reading. Though, there was one instance that mobs were not taking damage, and then all the sudden they were dead. I was not lagging at this point, but it wasn’t really nothing to be annoyed about since it didn’t happen every other time. It happened about twice in my six hours of game time.

I digged Wildstar’s combat since the start, but I did complain a lot about the problems that arose while doing combat, or just other tasks. Those seem to be gone for the most part, and I can finally enjoy combat the way I want it to be. Animations were smooth, on my Esper, Warrior, and Stalker. Carbine has done a wonderful job with optimizing this, and making it what it was meant to be in the beginning.

The third thing I wanted to speak about is Population:

Now, we know all know Wildstar hasn’t had the best of press, well.. Ever. (I’m sorry Carbine.) Now, I am playing the game now when the 10 day free trial was announced, and yes… Even if you aren’t a new player, you can try the game out now, and see how it has improved, just like I am. Now, this hasn’t improved as vastly as let’s say Optimization, or whatever. I did see a few players on my way of questing, but it’s not as many as I would like have hoped to see. Forums, subreddits, are all popular, and some have the whole doom and gloom scenarios still, but there are multiple people coming back, asking returning questions and such.

I would definitely recommend coming back, if you are a past player, or if you are a new player and just hesitant to try it. It has vastly improved, though it has taken a long time, it has gotten to the point where it could become my daily MMO. I wouldn’t take my word for that just yet though, I have said that in the past about many games, and time will definitely tell with this game. I have not hit one of the main towns on my Faction’s side yet, and I am hoping for a higher population of people. Mega-servers have helped, and this review will be done on the PvE mega-server and not the PvP one. (Lack of population on the PvP one). I will touch back on population down the road, this is just really my first observations, and I will go into more detail when I get to higher levels, and such.

Here’s where things become interesting. We have seen many games over the course of time, that started with a pay to play model, and either go free to play, or buy to play. Most recently would be Elder Scrolls Online, which recently went buy to play, with optional subscription services, ESO Plus. This game had more subscriptions than Wildstar, and well honestly seemed to be fairing way better. (Sorry, once again Carbine). We all thought Wildstar would be the first one to go this route, well aren’t we way wrong here? Is this a problem though? Financial reports have been released, and the public has seen it on multiple websites, and they all say well… Wildstar isn’t doing so hot. Although, awhile ago, well… November of last year, an interview with Product Director Mike Donatelli said NCSoft is committed and sees a future in the game. I think people who have played the game, can clearly see the potential the game has, so I think it’s safe to say that I find some truth in that.

To add to this, I tweeted to the awesome Tony Rey asking this “Another one if you don't mind... I want the game to succeed does NCSoft see a future??” He responded with this: “Of course, they are extremely supportive”. Thanks Tony Rey! Tony is seriously an awesome dude, and I believe him when he stated that, we all should.

To wrap this all up. I look forward to seeing the many, many changes of the game current and future. The game is shaping up really nicely. I know this is mostly based off the six hours I have played, but the problems, the main ones that hurt me the most, seemed to have gone away. It seems Carbine knows what they are doing, and all they really needed was time. The argument of course can be made about how this is how it should have been from the beginning, I agree, but it’s better late than never. For those who will nag me for coming back and talking about this game… I feel yah, but please just deal with it. As always, Thanks for reading, and see you next time cupcakes. If you liked this post, or want to discuss Wildstar, please leave a comment below, or tweet me @SirIsaacJewton. Special thanks to @TonyRey for being awesome. 

It's A Rough Road [P6]

Posted by Limitations Sunday March 15 2015 at 10:39PM
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While writing all of this, it has brought back a lot of memories, and a lot of fun back to writing. It’s more personal, so I have a lot more freedom, a lot more to write about than just talking about the game. That is the main reason I’m on part 6 right now, but you know… Whatever works right? We’ve covered a lot of stuff so far, but there is still a lot more to cover, and it’s going to be awesome I promise. I want to clarify somethings about series I have worked on, and currently working on. I’ve already done this before, but like… I want to give a little more information on what is going on.

Destiny: I haven’t wrote about it in forever, and yes I still have drafts in my book/drive, but it’s on a halt right now. I’m streaming it daily, which is one of the reasons I have halted it. I mainly talk a lot about what’s going on while playing, and it’s taken over the writing portion of it. It will resume though, I assure you. I’ve gotten a lot of response from the series, and I will continue to write about it. Don’t you all worry!

World Of Warcraft: Another one that will be coming back. It’ll be back in the coming weeks, with new information on Patch 6.1, and how my Horde side is doing. I put it on a halt because of other games that came out, and other opportunities that came along, but it’ll be back.

The Secret World: I left at part 2, but part 3 will also being coming back. The game had corrupted, and I had to reinstall about 4 times, before I could even log on to the game, and when I did I had a lot of weird glitches and such, so it was on a small halt because of that. Still playing the game, and writing drafts along with this series. Promise! It’s still a fun game, and where I am taking it will make it fun for you all to read as well.

I think a lot of the time I get overwhelmed with everything, and I sort of just pause it all. Remember when I took a break? That was because of all of that as well. It’s just writing though right? Yes, but it’s important to me. As silly as that may sound, it’s true. That’s how I like to treat it. I remember trying to limit myself to a certain amount of games, reduced it to two, but that didn’t work out as planned. Also, meeting my girlfriend has taken a little stump on everything… She’s not really a gamer. I’m currently getting her into Hearthstone though, so it’s a small start… I’ll eventually get her there.

I may have to in the future force myself to talk about one game, and that’s it. It would be a terrible shame to do so, but I might have to. Hopefully not in the near future, but much later on. I’m not going to think about it to much until it comes, because that would be such a hard decision to make you know? That would not be a fun decision at all. Let’s put this in the back of our minds until that point comes, am I right?

I think I am my biggest problem, my biggest critic. I often ponder if I am boring everyone, how I could switch things up. I over worry about everything in my life, I am constantly over thinking things. I often treat life like a game of chess and I must think two plays ahead to make it through, but of course that usually ends up hurting me in the end. I’m analyzing this post more than I should to make sure I don’t sound like a goof, but usually I do… It’s something I never seem to win. The one thing I will never change though is cursing. I have never used curse words in my blogs. (I don’t count Damn, or Hell). I like to keep things clean when telling a story or something like that.

I wish that would apply to my gaming habits, especially in like Heroes Of The Storm, or Dota 2. I have a Sailor’s mouth, which I am working on I promise. In story telling though, I want to keep everything clean, PG content. That may be a turn off to some people, but it’s a must to me. You would think I would already do that in normal day to day life, but I don’t sadly…

Anyways, I would like to touch on something else. I would like to talk a lot about World Of Warcraft. I think the remaining portion of this post will be on it. I hope you can bare with me, it’s gonna be a trip down memory lane, and on how I see the game now. I know it could be in a seperate post, but I thought I would just do it in this one to save time, and don’t blow you all up with multiple stuff. Aren’t I just nice like that? (Fail.) So let’s get started shall we? I think it’ll be fun!

Just a head’s up I will be changing the name of the World of Warcraft series. I need it to be “me” in a sense and have a unique name instead of “Warlords Of Draneor” You know? It needs to be different, and unique. You will see a [P3] but it will have a name akin to what I am writing about. As far as what’s been going down in the game, there is a lot going down, mostly good things though. Still having fun exploring all the changes, and playing it about every single day now.

I’ve been playing on and off since Vanilla, and playing more and more since MoP was released, and now WoD. What exactly happened during those “breaks”? Usually the same thing happens, it’s not really out of boredom, it’s because something new and shiny came out. I can’t name exactly the games that made me stop playing, but you sort of get the idea you know? I can name a few, but not all. It’s really one of my faults in life, is to get the most shiny thing out there. I do this with all the phones. I had a perfectly acceptable Nexus 5, but I wanted to get the latest and greatest Nexus 6. Even though the Nexus 5 was perfect for me, I eventually got the Nexus 6 (Which I replaced with a LG G3).

I hate doing that you know, It’s not only a waste of money, it’s just a waste of time. Phones and games may be different but the scenario’s are still the same. I have a perfect thing in front of me for me, but I choose to get something else. I wish I could figure out why I do this, but I’ll probably never figure it out. Maybe I’m better off not knowing? Anyways, back to the main point. I went on to “Better” and shinier things than World of Warcraft, but every time my urge and want to play this game would come back. Why? Well, I sort of already answered the question: It was perfect for me, it had everything I wanted, and needed, but I just wanted the best there was out there according to the general population.

The biggest break I had is when I had really gotten into Console games, mostly FPS shooters. I was addicted to Halo, Gears Of War, CoD (Yes, CoD). That sort of threw everything out of the window, because I was always gaming with my buddies, and then they eventually went off to college, or got married and didn’t have time for that stuff, which led me back into MMORPGs. I’m selfish alright? One of my buddies who was gaming with on the console, got back into World of Warcraft when MoP got released, and really pushed me to get back into the game. By then my original account was hacked/gone.

He eventually got me to play the game again, and I purchased everything I needed even MoP to get back into the game. Then a lot of things happened, I got into other pay to play games, because I got a really steady income, and was able to pay for multiple subscriptions. I went through a ton of games, and if you are a past reader you know all of the games I have been through. I think it’s to long a list to mention in this post, but maybe sometime…

I think I’ve dragged this post long enough, thank you so much for the read. I hope you enjoyed reading it as much I did writing this. If you did, please leave a comment below or tweet me @SirIsaacJewton Cheers!

 

It's A Rough Road [P5]

Posted by Limitations Thursday March 5 2015 at 7:46PM
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Phew, ready for another long read? Well, I hope so because it’s about to happen. Welcome… To part 5!

So I’ve been thinking a lot recently about exactly I want to happen in the future, more important the next couple of months. It’s nice to have goals and plans and such right? What exactly do I want to happen to the “Gaming Gospel”. I’ve worked on the past couple of months to get where I am, and where I am going. I’m sometimes stressed out, but the majority of the time I am relaxed when writing and really enjoy myself. That’s exactly what I want to do when writing or streaming enjoy myself.

It’s never really been about how many people view my stuff or anything like that… I’m certainly not trying to earn money from this, it’s just me writing about what I’m playing, and how I am playing it. The past is already taken care, well because it’s in the past… I’m writing this in the present, so what about the future of it all? Will I still be writing or streaming? Will I still be enjoying my time writing for you all? There is a lot of variables to be in play, we all know that. Everything in life has multiple variables, and multiple outcomes to what we choose. Every action has a reaction.

If my current predictions are correct, and we go with this hypothetical, what games will I be playing later this year? While we are on that subject, I never really talk about what games I am excited for in the future, upcoming releases and such. (Goes back to the whole hype this). I’ll share what intrigues me, and I’ll even tell you some of the games I’ve backed. (I know, I promised myself I wouldn’t, but I did). What games have I backed? Two games I have backed and currently playing. The Repopulation, and Shroud of The Avatar: Forsaken Virtues. Why? I really like the design of The Repopulation, and second one… It’s Richard Garriot. What else could I need? Well, there is more… But you get the main point.

Wait a minute… Didn’t I make a post about Early Access, and Kick-starters? I can remember one vaguely… (Just kidding). True I did, and the mistakes I made back then, I think are not made now. I enjoy both games a lot, I will admit though The Repopulation is making great progress and is becoming more and more complete by the day it seems even. Okay, back to the main point. I’m not covering these games now, because they are still in alpha states. For sure I will be talking about them more when they are soon to be released and post release I assure you of that. I have a lot of reasons why I’m not doing it now, but I do not want to discuss that. That’s defiantly for a much later time.

So we got the future covered, unless it drastically changes. Well… We have a slight part of it covered we could say. What else could we do in the future? Well, there is the not so distant future of streaming, but I’m always curious on if I should open my own website. Make it more of my brand, than just posting it on the WordPress, and MMORPG.Com sites. Would that do me any good, besides take my money? I’m not sure of that yet, but it’s defiantly something I am highly considering. I have been for awhile, but since I am taking this all more seriously… It’s become more and more of “I want to”.

Let’s talk about present times. I’ve gotten titles down, unique writing style, and overall covering more games. Great! It’s a new year, and some new games are on the horizon. The Secret World is coming nicely, Destiny is still fun, Hearthstone is still amazing as always… Sadly, I still feel like I’m missing something. A piece to the puzzle that needs to be completed, if not it haunts me. I’m very tired of searching for this piece really. It comes back to the point of, “Oh man, I miss X game, or I miss Y game”. It makes the hole filled for a couple of days, weeks, or even months by slowly goes away. Best way to describe this problem, is with of course… SWTOR.

“Well damn, you keep talking about it, play it already!”. Uh sure, I guess I could, but like… It never seems to complete me. Okay, it has like everything I want in a game, well almost everything… It’s highly fun, It’s Star Wars, and what else could I want? I often wonder if I just picked the wrong server at times, or the wrong class. Because I can enjoy it a lot, but them I’m just like eh… Whatever. The instances are fun, I never really dabbled to much into PvP, and almost got to late game. I did role playing, I got involved with my character… What more could I do?

Oh, right… I know the problem. I read Reddit, I read the Official Forums, every single gosh darn complaint, and it makes me go away. “Bugs haven’t been fixed, slow content, more cash shop than fixes.” Now, it’s good for people to voice their opinions about such things, but it does weigh on players like myself who read this and go… “Is this really happening?” I’m not sure, but it makes me not want to launch the game. I wonder if there is a fix for that? Well, I could obviously not read Reddit or the forums, but It’s like an addiction to me… I read forums of games I don’t even play! God, help me please.

Let’s do a hypothetical here shall we? I update and launch the game, and make a Sith Pureblood character, and name it whatever I want, and then play and play, and get tempted to read the forums. I get depressed reading the forums, already paid my subscription and feel like no longer playing, and cannot get a refund, because I feel stupid. What can I do? Well, I could always just keep playing and just do what I need to do to have fun, right? Honestly right now, I could play SWTOR, and probably have a blast with it… There is no shame in that correct?

So… If we are talking about the future, what happens to the two games I just mentioned? Will the same thing happen to them? I can honestly say I hope not. Out of those two, I look forward to the most is: The Repopulation. Even in it’s Alpha state it’s already a blast to play, and improving rather nicely. I defiantly am watching this game very carefully, and reading all the patch notes, and stuff like that. I hope it amounts to everything I hope it to be.

Honestly there is something I hate about myself, well I hate about my gaming habits. I compare a lot of things. I compare things that should not be compared. I do it for a couple of reasons, but I sincerely hate when I do it. It’s not fair to myself, or the game I am currently playing. We all compare games to other games, it’s just a known thing we do. If this game has better PvP than this game, or better PvE, crafting, whatever it may be, we compare. Sadly, I take it to a whole new level. If the game doesn’t have better this, or equal to that I slam it for it. Most of the time I try to be fair and balanced, and not slam, or praise anything to much. Though I do not write it like that, I often think of it inside my head.

I can make no promises that I won’t do that to future games, but I am trying my best not to. I have done very well with The Repopulation. The game keeps me wanting to come back for more, and yes I’ll say it again… It’s still in Alpha stages. A lot of things will be added, changed, removed or whatever. What it comes down to is the game being fun. Which it is. Anyways… That does it for Part 5. Part 6 will be coming up next week. Part 6 will be more personal than the rest. I hope you have enjoyed the series so far, I know I have!

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It's A Rough Road [P4]

Posted by Limitations Sunday March 1 2015 at 11:35PM
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Part 3 was meant to be the end of this personal series of blogs, but… I decided to go against that original thought and let you all in some more on sort of the behind the scenes type of thing. I’ve talked about personal things before, but not on why exactly I write, how it comes to be, and future plans.

I think someday I will take screenshots of this notebook I have, of all the ideas and thoughts that go in before I even start typing things up. Some may read this stuff and say “Dear God man, It’s just a blog, don’t take it so seriously.” True, but like… If I’m putting this much time and effort into something, that has grown a lot since the beginning, I want to take it seriously and such. I take this “Hobby” of mine seriously.

I think what really got me into this whole thing, and got me to take it seriously is when I first did my LOTRO series. I kept talking in my head about all the stuff I could talk about, what I would say about it, and it sort of evolved from there, you could say. I started getting Unique titles for the games I would play, instead of like SWTOR [P1], it would be May The Force Be With You, Always [P1]. I took the [P1, P2] thing from a YouTuber who did their let’s plays like that. It seemed really cool to me, but sorry bud… I stole it. There’s shame…

 When I first started every blog post would be a name of a poem I have wrote. They didn’t really make sense, but they spoke true to what exactly it was about. Some of the names came from my favorite songs from bands. I think one I took from a band named “Miss May I”. I told myself “I should come up with my own stuff”. In college, I always have to have a unique title for the papers I am writing, even if it is for Psych. They have to have some unique name to it, because then I know it’s mine. Of course I wrote it, but I want the teacher to know as well. “Oh God, Unique title, it must be Josh again”. Yeah. that’s me.

Alright, so I got the style down, I got names down, and now it all comes down to my content right? I think I used to be a very boring writer, there wasn’t much of my personality in it. I strictly wrote about the game, but didn’t really add any personal touches to it, which therefore it wasn’t really my piece of work. Sure, it was my thoughts and ideas but… It felt empty to me in a sense. I think this is where my love for SWTOR came into a deep, deep love. (… I’m sorry)

I really was involved with that game you know? I think it’s because of the nature of the game, and the immense story-line the game had. There I was able to add more personal connections to the game, and such. For previous readers, I think you know exactly what I am talking about. Here is where a real problem begins with me. I think this will be a longer than usual post, so please bare with me here. A lot of cool topics are about to be discussed, and explain in the best way I can. I sort of already explained my game jumping, and why I end a series so abruptly, or I don’t follow through with a certain series to the extent I told you all I was going to.

You could portray me as a liar in a sense I guess, but really… I’ll explain what I am doing, and what I am thinking the whole time. Probably the best examples would be Destiny, and probably Wildstar. I’ll first start with Destiny, and why I haven’t written/finished Part 7. I’ve been streaming the game every night practically, and just having a joy of it. I’ve streamed the raid, and other stuff, which I told you all I would do. So, where is part 7, 8, 9, 10. Knowing my writing pattern, thats where I probably would be right now if I continued on. (I still plan to write). There are some drafts for 7 floating around here in Google Drive somewhere, I promise. Other games came out, and my priority switched to focus on The Secret World, World Of Warcraft, and etc.

So when my priority of things switch, I sort of take everything I was doing, and put it on a full halt, and wait patiently for myself to bring myself to write about it again. Lazy? You could say, but I dunno, that’s just how I am right now… Sort of always been like that.

Example 2: The Wildstar Syndrome. Oh man… I feel so bad about saying all the stuff I am going to say, but to explain it in the best way I can, it has to be said. I did Wildstar, and then Wildstar:Revisited. What exactly happened here? I’m not going to tell you everything that happened to Wildstar, you can either Google it, or read them in the series. Essentially what happened was, I thought Wildstar was going to be my game for years to come.

Okay, that’s my first problem right there, I assumed way to much. The problems the game had, graphically, and everything. I have a pretty good PC, and I was getting 10-15 FPS, even in dead zones. Cool eh? No. God, I had such high hopes for this game, I really did. I might even email Carbine one day and say “Hey, can I have a free 24 hour trial to see how the game is.” I want that game to succeed so badly… And it hasn’t announced changes for a change of payment yet.

Then I did the revisited posts, and the story continues from there… I’m not sure if I ever did a final post to the revisited series… I may have. Another case of the blogs just stop there, and never continue on. I’ll touch on something else before wrapping this all up…

I always try to predict how long a series will be, and I think that hurts me more than it does pretty much anything else, when I say it’ll go on for about 7, and then ends at 3, it’s completely like “What the crap happened, man.” I don’t know… There is a lot to think about. Too much one could say…


Anyways, thanks for reading this… I hope you have enjoyed it. If you have, please leave a comment below or tweet me @SirIsaacJewton Cheers!

It's A Rough Road [P4]

Posted by Limitations Sunday March 1 2015 at 11:35PM
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Part 3 was meant to be the end of this personal series of blogs, but… I decided to go against that original thought and let you all in some more on sort of the behind the scenes type of thing. I’ve talked about personal things before, but not on why exactly I write, how it comes to be, and future plans.

I think someday I will take screenshots of this notebook I have, of all the ideas and thoughts that go in before I even start typing things up. Some may read this stuff and say “Dear God man, It’s just a blog, don’t take it so seriously.” True, but like… If I’m putting this much time and effort into something, that has grown a lot since the beginning, I want to take it seriously and such. I take this “Hobby” of mine seriously.

I think what really got me into this whole thing, and got me to take it seriously is when I first did my LOTRO series. I kept talking in my head about all the stuff I could talk about, what I would say about it, and it sort of evolved from there, you could say. I started getting Unique titles for the games I would play, instead of like SWTOR [P1], it would be May The Force Be With You, Always [P1]. I took the [P1, P2] thing from a YouTuber who did their let’s plays like that. It seemed really cool to me, but sorry bud… I stole it. There’s shame…

 When I first started every blog post would be a name of a poem I have wrote. They didn’t really make sense, but they spoke true to what exactly it was about. Some of the names came from my favorite songs from bands. I think one I took from a band named “Miss May I”. I told myself “I should come up with my own stuff”. In college, I always have to have a unique title for the papers I am writing, even if it is for Psych. They have to have some unique name to it, because then I know it’s mine. Of course I wrote it, but I want the teacher to know as well. “Oh God, Unique title, it must be Josh again”. Yeah. that’s me.

Alright, so I got the style down, I got names down, and now it all comes down to my content right? I think I used to be a very boring writer, there wasn’t much of my personality in it. I strictly wrote about the game, but didn’t really add any personal touches to it, which therefore it wasn’t really my piece of work. Sure, it was my thoughts and ideas but… It felt empty to me in a sense. I think this is where my love for SWTOR came into a deep, deep love. (… I’m sorry)

I really was involved with that game you know? I think it’s because of the nature of the game, and the immense story-line the game had. There I was able to add more personal connections to the game, and such. For previous readers, I think you know exactly what I am talking about. Here is where a real problem begins with me. I think this will be a longer than usual post, so please bare with me here. A lot of cool topics are about to be discussed, and explain in the best way I can. I sort of already explained my game jumping, and why I end a series so abruptly, or I don’t follow through with a certain series to the extent I told you all I was going to.

You could portray me as a liar in a sense I guess, but really… I’ll explain what I am doing, and what I am thinking the whole time. Probably the best examples would be Destiny, and probably Wildstar. I’ll first start with Destiny, and why I haven’t written/finished Part 7. I’ve been streaming the game every night practically, and just having a joy of it. I’ve streamed the raid, and other stuff, which I told you all I would do. So, where is part 7, 8, 9, 10. Knowing my writing pattern, thats where I probably would be right now if I continued on. (I still plan to write). There are some drafts for 7 floating around here in Google Drive somewhere, I promise. Other games came out, and my priority switched to focus on The Secret World, World Of Warcraft, and etc.

So when my priority of things switch, I sort of take everything I was doing, and put it on a full halt, and wait patiently for myself to bring myself to write about it again. Lazy? You could say, but I dunno, that’s just how I am right now… Sort of always been like that.

Example 2: The Wildstar Syndrome. Oh man… I feel so bad about saying all the stuff I am going to say, but to explain it in the best way I can, it has to be said. I did Wildstar, and then Wildstar:Revisited. What exactly happened here? I’m not going to tell you everything that happened to Wildstar, you can either Google it, or read them in the series. Essentially what happened was, I thought Wildstar was going to be my game for years to come.

Okay, that’s my first problem right there, I assumed way to much. The problems the game had, graphically, and everything. I have a pretty good PC, and I was getting 10-15 FPS, even in dead zones. Cool eh? No. God, I had such high hopes for this game, I really did. I might even email Carbine one day and say “Hey, can I have a free 24 hour trial to see how the game is.” I want that game to succeed so badly… And it hasn’t announced changes for a change of payment yet.

Then I did the revisited posts, and the story continues from there… I’m not sure if I ever did a final post to the revisited series… I may have. Another case of the blogs just stop there, and never continue on. I’ll touch on something else before wrapping this all up…

I always try to predict how long a series will be, and I think that hurts me more than it does pretty much anything else, when I say it’ll go on for about 7, and then ends at 3, it’s completely like “What the crap happened, man.” I don’t know… There is a lot to think about. Too much one could say…


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It's A Rough Road [P3]

Posted by Limitations Thursday February 26 2015 at 8:18PM
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It’s been a spree of writing! No really, it has been. I have a ton of like drafts on Google right now… It’s sad, but hey… I am being productive at the same time, so it’s a win win situation. Continuing the trend of this series, I have been testing my stream of the PS4 for Destiny, and other various games. I’m still having some difficulty of the quality on my PC. I’m not sure if it’s my PC specs, or the settings with XSplit, but I’m still tinkering around. I’m having a lot of fun just messing around with it, and I can really see myself doing this as a daily thing.

The repeating question in my head is… “What kind of streamer do I want to be?”. That’s a pretty broad question, and I’ve touched on this before but like… I figure I can be like my favorite streamers I watch now. Comedic, informative, etc etc. I tend to be okay at explaining things to people, I did a fairly decent jobs at explaining raids in World Of Warcraft when I was a raid leader, and I like to think I was pretty decent at it. I can always incorporate that into my streaming style. Most important though is that I need to be myself. I don’t want to fake my way to viewers, or be someone I am not. I need to be who I am, and that’s that. That’s a pretty scary thought though, being myself.

So, I know exactly what I will be streaming on my PS4, so then it comes down to once I figure all my PC settings out, what exactly do I stream? Well, I play a lot of Hearthstone, and with the upcoming game I will announce at a later time, what then? Well, of course we always have The Secret World and such. I like to keep my “Playing” games to a min. I don’t want to playing 5 different MMOs at the same time, it devalues all of them. I keep on thinking to myself just hold off on the PC streaming until the later date, and focus on streaming console games. It’s all fine and dandy if I do that, but like… I want to stream all the games I play, you know?

I guess it all comes down to my preferences and such. I have a lot of time to think and overall develop my stream style, my schedule, and etc. I don’t plan on making any money off of this, I don’t plan on having a ton of viewers as well. This is really just to get my reviews more content, rather than writing it all down. Don’t get me wrong, if I gain some viewers that’s awesome, I would surely love that! The core of this though, is really to expand my reviews into more than just writing. I have this book, it’s a notebook you could say it’s my own review journal, of ideas and such I have that I want to jot down, for future reference.

I can’t tell you how big this notebook really is, and how full it is… I would be kind of ashamed. Literally it’s filled with games I want to review, how I should go about it, and etc. This “journal” has really helped my writing style grow and mature into what it is now. Okay, I know I have bad sentence structures, I use a TON of commas but it’s not like… Put into one huge paragraph, and no pauses. It’s readable dang it! I’ve came a long way, a really long way when I first started. I write down what I don’t like writing about, and what I do like writing about. Certain aspects of the game I should focus on more, etc etc.

I think my biggest problem with all of this right now is sticking to a game. It’s kind of like the problem I have in World of Warcraft, “Hello, my name is Josh, and I’m an alt whore”. I can’t stick to something for so long. As it stands now, ESO, and SWTOR are my current longest reviewed game. I’ve come back to SWTOR more times than I can remember, because it’s just so good. Well, if it’s that good what’s the problem? Well, I feel a lot of pressure when reviewing a game. When I feel pressured, as in life I tend to drift away from the problem, until I fill it’s void with something else, I.E MMO Hopping.

How do we fix this problem? I don’t know really, force myself? I kind of did that with SWTOR. I forced myself to play it, and it kind of worked for a little while, but it didn’t settle… Alas, I still have a want to come back to it, but then about two months or even less the problem repeats itself. I don’t think there is an exact cure, until I find that “Right” game. If there is such a one. Maybe in due time. I think another huge problem is that I over hype myself, and the game.

Let’s discuss that before I wrap this all up once and for all! If we Google the definition of Hype we get… extravagant or intensive publicity or promotion. We as players tend to over hype games when we know very little about it, or after we seen a two minute in-game clip. That’s just who we are. We want the game we see, and like what we see to be the best there ever will be. Of course with that comes huge problems, let downs, etc etc. “Oh my god, we hyped this game so much, but it sucks, how could they do such a horrible job!” Etc etc.

I kind of do that in my game I over hype myself in the game, by saying “Holy crap, it’s so good, it can only get better right?” Wrong, I do the complete opposite of what I saying. Instead of keeping the energy of what I am saying, the game will just fall off as it normally does, and as always… I’m left with the hype syndrome. I’m causing the self destruction of the game I call fun. It’s a sad and lonely world. You think I would learn my lesson after doing it over and over. Of course, I don’t, because I want to believe that this game can live up to the hype I am presenting it with.

Going back to a point of… Is there such a cure for this? Maybe if I learn some patience or something, and stop stressing out over small things like that. I believe it’s more of a personal issue than anything else… Maybe one day I’ll go back to SWTOR, or ESO, or whatever game. Until then I am focusing on two games, and a third unannounced game. I hope you’ve enjoyed this read of my personal things. I think I’ll do this every once in awhile to let you all have some insight on what goes down in my thought process. I’ve enjoyed letting you all in my odd world. Thank you for reading for the past couple of years, and here is to many more years to come. Cheers!